December 7th, 2010. I quit smoking, again.
I guess I’ve been prolonging this for a while. But since the passing of my dad, I’ve been really sad. Then a bunch of other people passed away, and all of it just consumed me. Now that my priorities have changed, I thought I’d owe it to myself to take care of me now. I miss my dad immensely. So I figured when I started smoking again that I was going to allow myself to smoke, even if it was destructive to my health, for this period of time. My mourning hasn’t stopped entirely, but its about time that I move on. I guess the trip to Tahoe this weekend changed me and my perspective on things. Plus it was pretty tough getting the snowboard on with a shortness of breath. I’m glad I did it. So go ahead and call me a quitter, cause I can’t hack it anymore. (Pun intended) #terrible #iknow